The Dad thing

Hey ya cherubs:

I have been missing my Dad. I am not exactly sure why. But I watched a film where the Dad figure was time traveling and popping in and out of the daughter's life. I guess, that's where I am now and where I was.

My Dad was always popping in and out of my life. He was there sometimes when I needed him and not there sometimes when I needed him.

Sometimes, my dreams include him and sometimes not. Sometimes I miss him so much and sometimes I don't even think of him.

I don't know what all this means. Daughters think about their dads. They just think about them in a way and you have to kind of accept it I guess. So there it is. I wish he could suddenly appear sometimes and fix stuff. He did appear at one time in my young life and pick up my stuff and make it all better. But he's gone now, and he can't fix stuff anymore. I sure wish he were here sometimes. He knew my daughter but not in her adulthood. She's a cool person in her adulthood and I kind of wish both my parents could have known her that way. I really like my kid in her young adulthood. I really like her. Dad, I miss you. I miss you so much.

Blessings upon you dear cherubs. Blessings upon you.

M.